1.Proem
2.Stroke By Stroke
I paint the picture
Of my soul
And just perception
Is the goal
Portray myself
Like one possessed
Stroke by stroke
Without a rest
Tough and sateless
Day by day
I filled the canvas
With decay
Cold and hopeless
Gray in gray
Without colors
Passed away
3.Strange New World
Deep wounds without pain
Mighty foe but no prey
Heavy loss without grief
Harried cries but no sound
Welcome to my
Strange new world
Where dreams come true
And I define the word
Blazing sun with no heat
Rotten corpses but no stench
Strange love without hate
Increased risk but no fear
Welcome to my
Strange new world
Where dreams come true
And I define the word
Dark night without gloom
Willing spirit but no flesh
Just dreams without nightmares
Captured thoughts but no chain
4.Holy Grail
Reputed shelter
No need to fear
Hallowed chamber
It feels so safe in here
Holy Father
Come say good night
Please hold my hand
And take away my fright
Your broken chastity
Is no atrocity tale
And my virginal prick
Is your fucking holy grail
No Father no
Stay out of my bed
Don't touch me like that
Get your hand off
You wicked priest
Betrayed my trust and my faith
Sainted seducer
Don't take your robe off
5.Divine Spite
Rumbling thunder
Lighting flash
Rolling storm
Shrouded in mist
The past is yours
The future is mine
Give you a hard life
My spite is divine
Burned ashes
Cloud of dust
Blazing fire
Billows of smoke
The past is yours
The future is mine
Give you a hard life
My spite is divine
6.Easy To Hate
I would hate myself
If I would think like you
I would scorn myself
If I would act like you
I would flay my skin
If I would feel like you
I would cut off my tongue
If I would taste like you
I would burn myself
If I would smell like you
I would slap my face
If I would look like you
I would stitch up my mouth
If I would prate like you
I would kill myself
If I would you
I have no clue
Why you don't do
What I would do if I were you
Hey you
What's wrong with you？
Your point of view
Makes it so easy to hate you
7.Thorn In My Flesh
You're a thorn in my flesh
You're a pain in the neck
Your stupidity knows no end
You get on my wick
I want to beat and kick
And scratch and bite
Rape and choke
And tease and chop
Crush and curse and kill： you
And your dinky house cat, too
8.Funeral Cortege
9.Shadow Of Myself
Whispering voices asking me why
Recurring thoughts
Going round in my head
Harried soul loaded with void
Lying is futile
I'm so tired of life
Dead faint, pale as a sheet
Inner unrest
Can't change the beat
Lost in myself, drowning in pain
Enwrapped and depressed
Disaster is looming ahead
I stare into space
No end in itself
I fall into gloom
I'm shadow of myself
I stare into space
No end in itself
I fall into gloom
I'm shadow of myself
10.Just A Scar
It's a book of pain
Written in flesh
A window to my soul
Showing too much trash
It's a witness of my past
A sign of distress
It tells a silent story
I refuse to confess
It's just a scar on my skin
But the pain stabs within
There's still blood in my veins
But the scar what remains
11.Second Sight
She's always there
But just appears
In your dreams
Starring at you
Straight from
The far side
She is so pure
During you
Fall into sleep
Ugly as hell
Showing her real face
She's your bad faith
And she whispers to you
Can't fight again
She ranks among your soul
She's your demerit
Liable for your foul deeds
She's your bad mood
The darkest chapter
Of your mind
She's yelling loud
I am your second sight
She rules your thoughts
And sometimes shines so bright
12.Odd One Out
I'm not against the system
But the system's against me
Captured in the standard
Without a place for me
I'm not against religion
But religion's against me
Convicted as a heathen
Because my mind is free
I'm not against alliance
But alliance's against me
Never float with the current
And clearance is the key
I'm not against politics
But politic's against me
I'm falling through the cracks
Life's hard as it can be
Me against them all
And all against me
They call me
Odd one out
And I don't disagree
13.Kalt
Ein Orkan wütet in mir
Doch ich verspüre keine Gier
Die Klinge steckt
In meinen Herz
Und doch verspüre ich
Keinen Schmerz
Es ist kalt in mir
Ich bin nicht Mensch
Ich bin nicht Tier
Nie gewollt doch ich bin hier
Und keinen warnte dich vor mir
Ein lauter Schrei
Durchdringt mein leib
Doch ich verspüre
Kein Mitleid
In meinen Seele
Bleibt es kalt
Denn ich bin keine Lichtgestalt
Es ist kalt in mir
Ich bin nicht Mensch
Ich bin nicht Tier
Nie gewollt doch ich bin hier
Und keinen warnte dich vor mir
14.No Way Back
15.Mythomaniac
I paint the picture
Of my soul
And just perception
Is the goal
Portray myself
Like one possessed
Stroke by stroke
Without a rest
Tough and sateless
Day by day
I filled the canvas
With decay
Cold and hopeless
Gray in gray
Without colors
Passed away
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